She was My Choice?

She was perfect. The girl of my dreams. Smart, Pretty, Talented and Inteligent. As I look into her eyes, I knew that softness and getleness are so much a part of her nature. I was mezmerized as she sung among the church choir. At that Instant, I felt in love with her.

But everything become a big dream to me. I saw her face almost everyminute. My mind send pictures of a lovely girl, so very often that I started day dreaming and forget my studies. I look at my books but it is her face I see. I sung with the choir but my voice echoed the voice of an undying love song. All of these makes me feel unhappy and frustrated. I know I have to make a decision. My grades are falling. I am listless and silent the whole day and my classmates notice a difference. At the age of sixteen(16) years, I am still young to let love control my being. ''Let Go'' that's what i did. I stop writing love songs, the poems I wrote for her, I now put under my drawer. I cannot make a decision to court her right now. I want to finish my studies first. I want to go to college. I cannot love her and study without neglecting her. I don't want to hurt her by not giving her time and effort. I have a big future. To want to help my mother. She is now sick and still unable to walk. I want to help my brother and sisters. I can work after high school and study at the same time.

Today, I know I made the right choice. We are both so young. We have to study first so we can have a bought future ahead. I know if we are both for each other, time will come that we can be together once more. God will open the way, in his time...

You Will Stay Here In My Heart Forever!!

From open road album, love it has so many beautiful faces, sharing lives and sharing days, my love it had so many empty spaces, I'm sharing a memory now I hope thats how it stays, now I'm deep inside love and still breathing, she is holding my heart in her hand, I'm the closest Ive been to believing, this could be love forever, all throughout my life the reasons Ive demanded, but how can I reason with the reason Im a man, In a minute I'm needing to hold her, In an hour I'm cold, cold as stone, when she leaves it gets harder and harder to face life alone, now my dreams are filled with times when were together, guess what I need from her is forever love. Always and forever each moment with you It's just like a dream to me that somehow came true and I hope tomorrow will still be the same cause we got a life of love that won't ever change every day lend me your own special way melt all my heart away with a smile take time to tell me you really care and we'll share tomorrow together there'll always be sunshine when I look at you something I just can't explain It's the things that you do if you get lonely call me and take a second to give to me the magic you make. I'll always Love You Forever and Ever!!

Unforgetable Memories...

Memories are all that remains,Of a perfect love gone wrong,Memories of your warm smile,Of your soft loving caresses,And your sweet tender kisses,Memories so bitter yet so sweet,Where my lips curl into a smile,Yet the joy never to reach my eyes,As unbidden tears streak down,Memories of a classic love story,That ended on a rain soaked day,As if the sky saw and empathized,And weeped along with my heart,Moments we had spent together,Will live and last forever,As unforgettable memories,To be played over and over,Memories are all that I have left,Of a love that once burned bright,Now masked, dimmed and dying,But it is in this eternal moment,That I love you the most,But it is too late to turn back now,For we have taken a one way road,To memories and might have beens,And used up all our given chances,So now, while I hurt and ache,I will also pray, hope and wait,For a gentle and loving heart,To heal and revive this love broken soul,And give a new home to this orphaned heart...…

Memories!!

memories that come to my mind every time I turn somewhere that reminds me of her. ( a girl I still love.) As I look at the light of the starsIt reminds me of your beautiful brown eyesWhen you used to be always at my side...Every time I drive at night and go by your houseIt brings memories when we used to be so close.Memories of you and when I learned everything about loveMemories that I try to rejectBut sometimes I end up cryingbecause I can't forgetAll the love you brought and left in my way.Sometimes I wonder whyAll this memories come to my mindWhen I thought it was easy to leave you behind.I was wrong because my broken heart still misses and call for your hands,To feel it pump for you.Now all I have is memories,Memories that brings emptiness.Memories of the days we used to talk,When we used to think we were the only lovers in this crazy world,When I used to think our love was the more valuable than all the pearls and gold,When I said our love was brighter than the sun,When we were louder than love,When we were two young persons filled with joy.Memories sealed forever by my side,memories I will always keep deep inside.

/-`riendship!!

Friendship isn't always easily described. The Eskimos, they say, have a hundred different words for snow. Unfortunately, the English language isn't quite as innovative, though it has vast opportunities to differentiate meaning. Certainly, Love is one of those opportunities. And so, too, is Friendship.
Instead of different words, however, we're stuck with simple adjectives. Close friend. Best friend. Childhood friend. Intimate friend. Trusted friend. Beloved friend. But whether you use adjectives or different words, few could deny the nearly infinite meaning in such a simple word.
Friends are special people. We can't pick our family, and we're sorely limited in the number of them at any rate. Society and mores (and often our own conscience) dictate we select a single mate. But our friends can be as diverse and infinite as the adjectives we choose. Our friends, in a very real sense, reflect the choices we make in life.

Empty Heart

My heart didn't brake, It's fine and true . But it might and yours just might too., if you don't do what you know you should do. cause the last part of your awesome poem just doesn't ring true , for me and my darling dear, it didn't really for you. Have faith do what your heart says to do, don't answer to past owies that aren't relevant to now or an awesome future in His Glory and Might. Art.. Love is not just words you say, Love is feelings from the Heart, that's alive
each day!! And to know A Loved One is not gone until they are forgotten, To live in your heart their love will live forever! Being in love at any age these days, Brings so much happiness in so many ways. Fills your heart with tender feelings you see, Makes your life so complete as can be. Sharing of feelings you never knew were there, A bonding feeling of love you handle with care. A roller coaster ride through life sometimes you feel, Sad times and bad times your love seems to deal. Both sharing in feelings from your heart as it flows, Grasping all that love as fast as it grows. Waking each morning with more love to share, Yelling from that mountain top it will always be there. All of your love has gone away, None of your Feelings seem to stay. You just didn't need me any more, Turned your back and walked out that door. You didn't stop to say good-bye, You didn't give any reasons why. You didn't turn to see my cries, You walked away with closing eyes. I had loved you from the start, With all my feelings from my heart. An Angel entered my life some time ago, Her spreading of wings held my life as I know. Each day and night with sharing in love, Her brightness of love like stars from above. Her gentle touch sent shivers from feelings to my soul, Her passionate kiss brought desired love to grow. The warmth from her heart gave feelings with care, An enchantment of love seem to always been there. She held me in love with feelings she knew, Then I awaken from a dream that didn't come true. It's you that makes my dreams come true, Only you can stop my heart from being so blue. Think of all the times of love we shared, Imagize of all the fun times in life we cared. It's only you that can bring love back again, And forgive my sad words I gave this to end. I have learn from errors and my ways, Let me try to prove my love in coming days. Only you can make my life complete, So we both can share in love we seek. Love or friendship, are they the same, Two words a like, but different name. Look upon the past to be, With-in your future your heart will see. Was it true love you will find, Or needed friendship with-in your mind. If it were love, you still would care, If only friendship, you still would share. If you walk away from both, you will see, An empty heart of loneliness there will be. I searched with-in my heart to find Both love and friendship makes life divine.

With Reason

With Reason

I found the phone

I must've missed your message

You got it wrong, It wasn't what your friend said.

Tell by your tone, I've taken it too far again.

(Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.)

Your friends are telling you, You gotta move on.

(Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.)

You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.

I don't know why i ever waited to say.

Cuz I'm just dying just to see you again.

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.

I should've let you in, but I let you down.

You were the first to give ,I was the first to ask.

Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

I should've known, took you and I for granted

Gotta let you know, I was never underhanded.

Tell by your tone, I've taken it too far again.

(Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.)

My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.

(Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.)

You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.

I don't know why i ever waited to say.

Cuz I'm just dying just to see you again .

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.

I should've let you in, but I let you down.

You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.

Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

My last mistake, putting my friends first.

I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.

You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.

Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

What you give is always what you get.

There's so much I haven't given yet.

If you could give another second chance.

(Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.)

My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.

(Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.)

You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.

I don't know why I ever waited to say.

Cuz I'm just dying just to see you.

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.

I should've let you in, but I let you down.

You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.

Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

My last mistake, putting my friends first.

I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.

You were the first to give I was the first to ask.

Now I'm in second place to get a second chance.

Instead of holding you, I was holding out

I should've let you in, but I let you down

You were the first to give, I was the first to ask

Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

Friendship is More Important than Romance

"If I could go back in time, knowing what I know now..." These words have been said by all of us at some point in our lives. We all wish we could go back in time to correct our wrongs, to change what was, to turn bad into good. My truly heartfelt story, Return To Yesterday reminds me not to take love for granted, that second chances rarely come, and if they do, we should take them in our grasp. What is done cannot be undone. We must always try to do the right thing the first time to avoid regrets, as not everyone is given a chance to Return To Yesterday and don't let second chances get away!

Does anyone here believe in first love? well I do believe in first love. First love can bring tough guy down and lovely girl to bad girl. We can do many crazy things for first love. For example, you’ll take a bungee jump from a 20+ story of building to tell someone that you love her. I even do crazy stuff for my first love, well don’t ask me what it is. ::) All I can say I’ll do anything for her. Many people says that most of the first love is puppy love no one really understand what is love on this period of time. Well I can’t fully agree about it. I’m stand on the neutral ground here. When I think back my first love it brought back many sweet memories and even bad memories. Does anyone try before getting back to your first love? Me? Let it keep it a secret till you tell me more about yours. ::) Sometime we would ask “God, why you let me see her again.” this is the first things that come over your mind when you meet your first love.

Do you know to handle the situation? Act as a long lost friend who you never see him or her for quite sometime? or pretend you can’t see her or him? Many things will come over our mind and we need to make a fast decision before we regret doing it. Okay, when we get to know that he or she still has feeling towards you and what will you do?(*you must be still single okay ) so you have given both a second chance to be together. Both will appreciate each other because you all will think it is not easy to get back. Remember one thing that “God has given you a second chance to amend your mistakes that you’ve done at the past, please use it wisely. There is no more second chance after this.”

My goal in the future is to help others and to bring this silent condition to the forefront -- too many are suffering. We live in a world of selfishness; everyone is in a hurry. We need to stop and take time to look at this earth for it is a beautiful one.
Never give up because you are not alone -- get help, never be ashamed and work at it. Surround yourself with beauty and positive influences. And lastly, pray -- the power of prayer is important. This we can overcome -- we are strong people -- and these trials are put before us so we look at ourselves and become the people we were meant to be... FREE, FREE, FREE!!!

Undying Love

Endless Love

I write this for a girl

For I hold her so dear

I wish that she would love me

But it is love she fears

She knows how i feel

And thinks it's all a mistake

She thinks that i do not know

The pain that comes from heart break

She tells me that I'm hopeless

Underneath her breath

But when she denies my love

I can't help but think of death

I am filled with delight

When it's her voice I hear

And although it will never be

It sounded so sincere

I will always love her

Until my life comes to an end

I'm just so glad

That she will still be my friend ...

Never Give Up Your Dreams!!

It is by fully expressing your dream that you fully attain that dream. To try and jump ahead to the attainment without filling in all the details will leave you with nothing but an empty and worthless shell.
Know the depth of why you seek what you seek. Then, when you do reach it, you will experience the rich fulfillment that you desire.
Give real life to each dream by giving it color and texture, taste and feel, emotion, and layer upon layer of substance. Imagine all the stones along the pathway to that dream and then travel the reality of your path, step by joyous step.
There is nothing too far away for you to reach. Yet if striving is all you ever do, the objective will never be attained.
To a greater and greater extent as time goes on, be the dream that you seek. Arrive as soon as you begin to go, and continue to arrive more fully as you infuse more life into the dream.
Anything that you can imagine, you can already begin to touch. Continue touching your dream, and building that connection, until it fully becomes who you are.

Failure is Important!! =P

Failure is not the opposite of success. Failure is an important component of success.
Suppose you set an objective, take action, and then fail to reach that objective on the first attempt. Even though you have experienced a failure, you're in much better shape than you were before you started.
Because you've just learned, in a compelling and meaningful way, what doesn't work. And that puts you well on the way to finding what does work.
The greatest achievements of all time are built upon multiple failures. The greatest achievers are those who are willing to experience failure on their way to the success they know will most certainly come.
No one sets out with the intention of failing. Yet when failure comes, it is nothing to be ashamed of, and no reason to give up.
Learn to see failure as just another step in the process of success. And even when the failures come, they will serve to move you forward.

Do Your Best!!

The critical time for accomplishing anything is in the here and now. Every day is a day to dare to do my best. Each day provides opportunity for self-improvement/self-renewal. Today's accomplishments, not yesterday's or tomorrow's, produce the most satisfaction as what I accomplish today can give me an immediate feeling of self confidence and direction.
The critical time for accomplishing anything is in the here and now, today. The most important ingredient in future performance is present performance. The most difficult tasks are consummated, not by a single explosive burst of energy or effort, but by consistent daily application of the best I have within me.
Practice is an opportunity to improve my skills. Approach each practice with enthusiasm, as nothing great has ever been accomplished without it. Challenge myself mentally as well as physically and I will start to enjoy the price of success rather than pay for it. Desire... the "want to" is the extra which enables an athlete to take whatever ability he/she has and utilize it to the maximum. Total effort gives an athlete a special kind of victory... victory over himself/herself. I will make this the best day and the best practice ever.

Recovering Your Romance

Your aim is to get the heart of the problem and recover this romance if it's worth it and possible. Don't waist time speculating about how your love really feels about you and whether there's any hope left. You've probaly done too much of this already. If things have gone sour for a time, you really can't speculate anyway. You may be too full of self-doubt and your self-esteem mat be too low to make a good evaluation, which is why you probably go in circles every day as you think about relationship.

Instead of speculating, follow the steps that I am going to give you now. If you do, you are likely to restore your romance, and you will certainly restore your self-esteem. If she's the wrong lady, you'll find this out too. Remarkably, following these steps will tell you not just where you are overgiving but also why. As you follow them, you are going to learn the truth about this love, and also a great deal about yourself... like I done before...

We all yearn for relationship, whether we are aware of it or not. A truly intimate relationship is a deeply satisfying one which allows each person to be fully themselves. At the same time, intimacy is part of creating a strong and lasting relationship. However, intimacy is difficult for many of us and, without realising it, many of us actively avoid it. Using their experience as therapists and drawing on their own relationship.

It's Over can't say Goodbye!!

It's Over??

I'm 99% sure that you don't like me but 1% is enough for me to hold. If not forever stay with me even for the longest time you can. Just because my eyes don't tear, doesn't mean my heart don't cry. I just because comes off a little strong, doesn't mean that nothing's wrong. My friend just ask if you love me? I just closed my eyes and said, ''I know what she will said,NO.'' If it's not you, it will be never be you, no matter how much I love you.. But if you really are for me, then, we will always be no matter how i set you free.. It's sad to think that you will never be mine, But its sadder to realize that, i know it all from the start. What I'm supposed to do? Just when I thought I was going to get you back, you go away from me again.. If it's over, give me that last chance to say goodbye, but don't think I dont care at all, co'z that goodbye is my simple way saying, I Love You... But I have to sacrifice...

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back. You hug her good-bye it's like nothing.. while all you want to do is hold on forever... I used to smile when I told people that you were my friend... but now, I can't even smile and say your name at the same time.. As much I love you, I have to say goodbye.. I'm sorry if I made you cry, I'm sorry if tears fell from your eyes.. But remember, for every tear that fell from your eyes, two fell from mine.. I'll never forget the times we onced shared, and I'll always remember how much you once cared.. Now it's over, time to move.. It's never easy to see you turning back.. but, i have to take the pain... and cry all the way home coz i know it will be never the same...I know when you leave, distance will keep us apart... But distance no matter how far, can't change these feelings in my heart... Just turn your head when you see me I will understand.. One day, I will be able to look you in your eye.. Without feeling the pain I've caused you.. I hoped in time, you will be happy as you call my name once again.. Happiness is too far for me now but even if it's near, I know it will be hard for us to get there... Liezl, It's never gonna work out.. ''I Love You'' ''Goodbye.''

I guess if you're done breaking my heart, I should go.. As I stared in your eyes, you asked me why i was about to cry, coz i knew you're going to say goodbye. Why can't you see how much you hurt me this time? You used to say were sorry, now you don't. You don't even care anymore.. I never hated you for not loving me, but i hate you, for me making me fall even more when I'm trying to let you go.. I'll never going to let you see through me. I'm never going to show you how broken I am inside.. My friend tell me to let go, or atleast to try, but what do i do when I start to cry? I'm holding you back yet I dont want to let go.. I'm fighting back emotions I never fought before... When you said I'm nothing, I'm didn't expect you to be right.. My head rest on my pillow, I let tears flow and ask myself, why can't I let go..? I know I have said goodbye so many times before, but all roads lead me back to you.. But now, as I say this goodbye, i have this feeling that I can never talk you again.. Honestly I dont wanna cross your path in the future, coz I dont want all these feelings to come back and hurt me once again.. I know I can't let go of my feelings, but, I have to let you go.. ''Sorry!,'' if it took me so long to let you go.. I still love you, and I probably will love you for a very long time... But somehow I know, I have to move on and get over you. And the only way for me to do that, is to be not around you anymore... Like what they say, we can't forget someone we loved, we may want but we can't... Love cannot be forgotten, no matter how hard we try, and how much we think it will ease the pain.. It will always be there, Forever..!! Maybe faith will smile upon us, and we'll talk each other again... someday...