Wednesday, January 23, 2008

You are the only One


You touched my heart,
You touched my soul.

You changed my life and all my goals.

And love is blind and that I knew when,

My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your head.

Shared your dreams and shared your bed.

I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

Goodbye my Friends

In my experiences with “goodbyes,” I have accepted a definition in understanding the reason for goodbyes. Goodbyes are endings to new beginnings.From the moment we let go of a person or event and say “farewell,” a second later, we are thinking differently or making different plans that are new to our lives.I begin to question why it is hard to say “goodbye” knowing in my mind that new life experiences will be the result.Often times the newness is good and beneficial. I think that maybe it is hard to say goodbye because I’m a creature of habit. So, as it is hard to break a habit, it is hard to say goodbye to the “normal” or expected. My life has changed so much already, as a result, of many goodbyes, and as I look back, I do not regret any of my choices. I should think more about the new choices more then the goodbye itself, and I should stop beating myself up about what I could have done…. I’m a stronger person because of my ability to build from my choices. I never felt I would not be successful, but I have felt like I could have made better choices. I’m beginning to understand the it is not the various choices I could have made, but the choices I am making from my “goodbyes” that mean more to my life. today I look in the mirror…I am happy, and I am not lonely.

Friday, January 18, 2008

My Testimonial to My BestFriend

You are one of the most beautiful, smart, talented people I have known, and your beauty lies in your honesty. One of my all time best friends in the world!!! There's so much I can say about this girl but I don't even know where to begin. One of the greatest friends one could ever ask for. Truly you have kept me sane. I could never be more thankful for having you in my life. Yes she is good looking, in some ways. She speaks well and with sense. A good friend, her words and advices really means something! One of the most interesting persons that everyone should meet and it'll be hard to forget this wonderful being! Truly a blessing from God! Most of the time, all you can do is admire her for the things she is and will be capable of achieving. I'm proud to have met her. This person is really someone who'll be there for you, cheer you up, and inspire you. For all of you that know her, count yourself lucky and for those of you that don't... well, take the time to add her to your list of friends. Well continue to serve God, study hard, friends4ever, good luck:P God bless...

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

My Most Challenging Experience

She was the most important women of my life. During that time my world stop. She is all and everything to me. She is the challenge I tried to pursue. A dream beyond any expectation.
She was the women of my dream. The epitome of womanhood. Pretty, charming, intelligent, responsible and talented. The challenge made my life more colorful. From a small crush, my admiration of her grew. The way she smile, the way she moves, the way she talk, the way she carry herself, the way she perform her responsibility caught me totally and completely.

She had made my life. And then she is gone... I am in pain. I lost her to a childhood friend. Yet I know I have to move on. I know she is happy and seeing her content made me strong. She is the best challenge I have overcome. To learn to let go. To live again amidst pain. That is a challenge worth learning from.